To end this spiritual journey arc this is the omen and the final result of the journey and where I am today. I feel like I’ve had these spiritual energies and all this psychosis and it may have seemed grandeur and amazing, but in reality it has scarred and hurt me. It has hurt others around me as well. It has not been good for my mental health (spiritual stars stabbing my brain.) In no control or fault of my own!! It was thrust upon me by the tides of life. In a sense when I went through the process of mental health help, the doctors gave me medication that stunted the psychosis so I could eventually heal on my own. Getting this schizophrenic crap handled and removed really relieved me and helped me get to where im at today. Proud to say Ive been off their medication for 3 years and have been doing really well!